A revolution I suppose...

My post has been extinct about 2 years. The delay started when I left my school life and step into my college life which I suppose it was a horrendous and hectic. Then, my post experience another careless delay when I was busy making my preparation to get into the university. So, I have made a quick review about my old posts and it all refresh my teenagers memories. Apparently, an improvement has been made in my life. I spend a year with my matriculation program. Then, I had an offer to get my degree in Industrial Design course. At the age of 19?degree?I must say Allah has his own plan and I just follow the regulation. Alhamdulillah, Industrial Design is part of my plan of making a career. So, I believe Allah knows what is the best for me. I faced a lot of challenging matters before I get into the university. It started in my matriculation life. I must say, when I stepped into the life of matriculation student, it was a revolution. I took a course where it was a sort of preparation for engineering program where worshiping physics, chemistry and maths are essential. I hate chemical equations,  I love calculating indeed. There's an easy speculation can be made which is engineering is not for me. In fact, I don't know what they really do in their job!! (seriously hahahaha-that pictures how much i hate engineering). So, it was a harsh life I experienced back then. I tell you how. Okay this was my routine:
1.Wake up at 6 in the morning everyday except for weekend.
2.Have to prepare the Baju Kurung (which i think it's ermmmm....hmm nothing~)
3.Get into the lecture hall at 8 in the morning
4.Class ends at 5 in the evening

Okay, that is what I would say it's a rebellious of me. What I want at that time was freedom. I think I'm more to the art side. I hate rules and what I want is something to create and different and phenomenal...First of all, I really like to draw since I was kid and there was no medium for me to express my feelings instead of drawing. Sometimes, I think why would I get into the matriculation program???(there would be no answer i think)I admit that I maybe had a mild social anxiety. I was a total nerd where I was afraid in making new friends and my public relation was suck. I didn't go to boarding school which shortly I can say I do not have the experience to stay in dormitories. So, living far away from my family was a total challenging. But I must say, revolution must be made. A change for better.....

At last, I manage to get good grades in the program. Then, I get this degree offer. I really like industrial design because it's a creation of new products that depends on science and creativity. I think it suits me more where I'm part of science and art student. I'll not let go this opportunity.

-sometimes, we need a difference in our life just to make it more colourful just like Picasso's masterpiece..unique and outstanding(okay it's just a philosophy of mine haha)

The Legend of Yasmeen 5 Years in Semekar Part 1

*we should give a big hand to nawa because she made this video...so i love you nawa!!

DAHLIA AND YASMEEN...hmm

It has been a long time for me to update my blog...aiyooo so long time ago..my last update was on March or April...wah almost a year...

There were many things going on without the advent of my posts, like my form 5 graduation ceremony, had my biggest exam (spm), got my spm result...actually it was a result that was below from my expectation...i'm aiming for straight A's...but i didn't get it, i got only 6A's for my exam anyway i thanked to god for his unbeatable gift that is given to me...i'm sure that Allah have a reason for it..i'm happy for that.

PMR and SPM,always remind me to school...where i shared my memories with my Dahlia and Yasmeen students...they are my classmates...we were use to have a close relationship....we were in the same class from form 1..okay let me describe to you more details...when i was in form 1 and 2 my class's name was Dahlia...when i was in form 3 to 5..the name was changed from dahlia to YASMEEN!!..i think yasmeen is my favourite word hahaha

Do you want to know them??

1.afif-the most genius person in our class...always gonna be the number one in class hehe (just want to cheer him up if he read this haha)

2.akif-good music instrument player especially guitar and piano...hello he learns to play by himself...

3.azarul-hmm got many secret admirers...that's all i can say

4.arif-he was in the class until form 3...but he is a nice friend to talk to..

5.hariz-he looks like mischievous...the truth is he likes to flirt..hariz also has moved to another school when we were in form 4

6.hakim-the most hilarious person among us...(he also has moved to MRSM Alor Gajah when we were in form 4)

7.firdaus (muik)-mysterious person...he has many unique characters...and all i can say he is Funny..

8.amirul-headboy in our school...funny and dare to do anything silly

9.adi-hmm he is a humble person...didn't talk much and at the same time he is quite a funny person

10.fairuz-talkative...i think hahaha and busy body....hahaha

11.amir-he is introvert person to me because we didn't talk at all

12.izat-hmmm....i'm sure he has nice biceps and triceps now

13.fitri-sweet and talkative somehow

14.izwan-funny...talkative....active in class not in sport

15.aunee-nice girl...and we always share gossips huhu

16.nadia-we are close...and always share stories about anything like make-up and gossips[that is what we call GIRLFRIENDS!!!]

17.nabila-cute girl..and clever

18.izzati-cute and brilliant

19.nawa-creative and k-pop die hard fans

20-annis-crazy and childish sometime

21.soleha-she and annis always click together

22-syuhada-hey we were classmate since we were in primary school

So sad to miss them and so sad to leave them...anyway 'KAMI KELUARGA BAHAGIA!'(we are happy family)

*those people in the pic are 5 Yasmeen student!!

EVERYTHING'S CHANGED

I just discovered that time is really fast until I do not recognize I am already can tie my own shoelace! Because that my weakness part..ayah always helps me to tie my shoelace...that's the best fits...comfortable...and I still do not know how to make like ayah did....that is ayah..makes our life easier...also mama...the one who teaches me not just to rely on someone if we want something...mama is the best mama I ever had...she is not ordinary like other mamas. Mama is the person who can send me to piano class on time however she have a timid time to run...but, time is running out..same like she drives the car....THE SPEED OF SOUND!!!haha I wonder if the car have two breaks??? hmmmm.

In my life, I am closed to mama's siblings. They are 10 of them include mama. Mama is the youngest sister instead of Pak Usu. As time passes, their hair becoming whiter and whiter. Their teeth are reducing. But, thanks to the dentist because they can smile with dentures inside their mouths. Wide and confident smile...really proud of it.

I have two sisters which are Nabiha and Adibah. During the school holidays, we were busy collecting our pictures and paste them on the wide big frame. I was so surprised when there were many things change including their face, hair and obviously their body size. It was the thin version of Adibah in 2004.....it is big version of Adibah in 2011....I have to say that, things are change. At the same time, Nabiha also faced the same thing. So do I...

Today, I realize that good thing is not always by our side. That is the colour of life. Sometimes we are on top and sometimes we are not.....and the worst part that someone who could not identify what is their status...that is such a piss! I have been through a hard time since last 3 weeks at school include my classmate. WE ARE EXHAUSTED !!!Just imagine 11 subjects to learn in a short period of time and tons of homeworks to do and pass it on time...that is really hard. The 'HARD' cannot be 'Hard' anymore when we are used to it. That is the key of success!

I think, with all this pressure, I will be the person that I want to be. Things always change...my last year final exam is not good enough instead of getting the second place. So I have to make a change..... a really big change. Thanks to all the teacher who always yell "hei saye nak A+....hei kalau x siap kejja saye bagi demerit...siapkan nota klu x saye x msk kelas" at 5 Yasmeen. I want to prove that we are the good one not the bad one......we are the A+ student not a failure anymore. Whatever it is, teacher always makes me realize...and not to forget my beloved and no ordinary parents who always by my side. Nabiha and Adibah always open my mind that we are human that must care to each other. I must get what I want. The gold is just in front of me and just have to be focus!!!I must defeat to the person who thinks me stupid man! this is uncool man! but just watch....the sky is the limit.

p.s this year will be a great year for me...hahaha